Ngxiaofat!

Cassa Ng. The past is the reason for who i am today. Judge me and that shows that im better than you. I believe every failure is a a lesson learnt. I fall, but i climbed up myself. I'm not supposed to please everybody.I'm trying to learn to accept changes, and see things in a different perspective of life. I'm fat, but thats who i am and i do not want to change myself because of other people's comments. I prefer to go on slight makeups rather than thick ones. Happiness is the only thing that i wished for. I don't smoke/drink/club. Catch me @ Facebook!

Formspring.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Rest in peace.

I dont know who i can confide in or where else i could turn to. Blogging is the only way i guess.

Dear god father, Im sorry that im not able to be there to see you for a last time before your journey to heaven. I will remember everything that has happened. Remember how you changed me into a better person, talking sense into me. Waking me up from the dreams that im always wanting to have but nvr gna come true. Several days back, i even talked on phone with you, you seemed perfectly well. Even moved from ICU to Normal ward. Months staying in hospital is a torture, you managed to go through so many things in life, but why not this time? Been waiting for another time for you to bring us out and have meals together also watching many mid night shows tgt with cousins and sisters. I miss the fun during the stay in your house, always planning outings for us. I don't know what else i could do but just cry and cry and cry. May you rest in peace in heaven. We will miss you. Watch us over in heaven, im not gna turn to the bad path again, heeding your advices and be a good girl in future. <3

Many people have been spending too much time on friends, friends and just friends. but they did not know that they neglected their family. till one day, they want to spend some time with their family its too late.. Before you make yourself regret, do something that is gna be worthwhile. Wasnt in the mood for anything, thankyou for those people who sent me message and cheering me up. Love you all.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

TWITTER.

okay sorry for not updating. but i really lost the interest in blogging. Follow me on twitter instead because im active there. Click here!  Pictures would be uploaded in my fb/twitter. 


Really thanks & sorry to all those people who still come to this blog EVERYDAY without fail to check if i i've updated. 

Wednesday, March 30, 2011


In case anyone of you thought im dead, im here to update. School's fine just got to endure it for awhile more. Have been doing projects. Friday, went to meet Huishi. She accompanied me to watch vampire diaries for couple of hours and went over to jp awhile. Dinner back at my home. She stayed over in my house. I think it rlly is hilarious of how i treated how during her stay in my house! I just love her so much too <3 




Havent got the time to meet Joey yet. Its april soon. So not looking forward to it. Exams... and sorts of stuffs. Oh yes just wna mention about this. People who asked me questions in formspring, sure no prob i would answer everything. but people without manners are totally not entertained. I don't owe you a living ass.
Fucker fucks, Sucker sucks, Bitches bitch. But you know what? You soon stand in this 3 categories. 

Been rlly blessed to have daddy to fetch me to school every single day just for the sake of letting me to sleep a lil longer. :-) Well behaved girl in school as well, fringe pinned up. Passed skirt. In fact, sometimes i think longer skirt give me greater sense of security. Not afraid of the length and stuffs. Its so troublesome.


Going to kbox with Hojingci and JoeyLee tomorrow <3 Looking forward to it. 



Monday, March 21, 2011

Saturday, 3rd round of Universal studio!
Not gna elaborate much on this post!
SAT THIS TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I THINK I SAT AROUND 5 TIMES

Ok hello everyone. Didnt blog for few days' outing and i sort of forgotten where i've gone to and what i had did. Short term memory. :/ So shall just let the pictures do the talking and i shall try to recap what i had remembered! I dragged my post because its kinda hard for me to update with dslr's pictures i would have to optimize every single pictures because the file is way too big. Imagine, optimize each and every photo at a time... how tiring it could be. Im seriously lazy to edit my photos pictures taken during class outing, all none edit. :-)  So people who says that i look diff in my photos without editing? Go and take a look at my fb which is tagged by others, totally none edit. also,

Cant believe you guys are so childish. if i were to have a reader like you, oh well. jolly well move to the next blog. This shall be a long post with many pictures.
Friday, Movie and Project!
Training in the morning, and rushes back home straight to wait for Wendy and Haoran to come over for project work. Well as usual, it didnt turn out to be doing only project work. They went off at around 5.15pm while i go and get ready to meet Jingqi, Aiksoon and Choonzin. Snapped few pics, but they are in my small cammy, so uploading in other days. Watched second round of red riding hood. Didnt regret watching still...  & settled our dinner at basement. Chanced upon Shushia, Charman, Fiona & Theodoros, talked with them awhile before mrt back with theodoros.



Thursday, Went to pomo!
I bet most of you dk where this place is. It is located around dhoby ghaut mrt station with awesome restaurants. Dined at a restaurant with 7 course dishes restaurant. I should stop talking and let my pictures entertain you all. :') After the dinner, went over to bugis and shopped around. Im alr starting to prepare the 1 year anniversary present for Joeylim. Everything is gna be handmade. Love you joey ^-^




Wednesday, Classouting. 
 Pictures using claudia's ipod with diff effects! Kind of blur, so sorry!




( i look so cute in the third one right!! HAHAHA)
Oh yes and i remembered i was the only one who took shower during the class outing. I took shower twice. That was so unlike of me because usually i hates to shower! During the class outing, cycled with shea over some distance, discussed with her about r/s problems and our class guys. Enjoyed the talk and learn smth from it. The class outing turned out sucessfully. Unlike last year's, this shall be the last year that we're gna be tgt. though there are many childish people in my class, but i still enjoy with their presence.

On our way back home in the mrt, wendy slept on my lap and she drooled. I feel that like im a very great mother, like duh. great friend! There is still plenty of photos but i have no idea why claudia didnt post it up!!